Its past time that I provided an update on this blog. I have logged in to do so several other times. I have spent the past six months seriously ill with food allergies and leaky gut syndrome. In the past when I logged in to post I made the mistake of reading recent comments and so lost my will to put what little energy I had into posting. Its truly a shame certain people left such snarky comments without considering why it might have been that I wasn’t blogging. I suppose it never dawned upon them that I’d spent just three days with a malar rash and horrific intestinal cramping or that I’d recently been flopping around on the floor as gasses leaked from my intestinal walls and I wondered if I were dieing. I guess, rationally, that the last most readers knew I was recovering nicely from my reinjured neck.
I almost deleted this blog after one such failed posting attempt. This project has never been profitable, I’ve spent thousands of hours and dollars on it. There are other projects I have, things I would dearly like to see finished, why should I waste what little time I had feeling well by blogging for wankstains with a misplaced sense of entitlement???
I know that is not most of my readers, but still its really depressing to finally feel well enough to do something only to read how I’m the “seldom spanked man”- you know what, sometimes its been over a month at a time where I’ve been healthy enough that Twilight would spank me. You don’t beat a sick man. I’ve lost over 30 lbs since last summer, not intentionally, I suppose at least that might put an end to “fat” comments.
I am posting now because I intend to finish the membership site. I hate to think how all that effort, perhaps my last major project, could die with me should the worst come to pass. Once its done I hope that it will begin to cover its own expenses, if not I will stop producing videos. The economy is rough and with being so sick the time and money could be better spent elsewhere. But before then I at least want my works to fully see the light of day. I didn’t start this expecting to get rich, but I can’t keep bleeding my wallet and my soul into a project which offers so little in return.
I don’t like to blog my problems. But like I said its past time for an update. I’ve been doing better enough, gotten things more under control, and I feel I might actually be able to move forward, so here I am. I’ve just finished editting a video of Kelly and Darren, too long “in the can”. I’ll try to post some samples from it soon.
Once again its time for the Sugasm, especially since they used my recent vacation photo this week!
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Mouth Music
“Can you feel the heat of my lips taunting you yet?”
4 a.m.
“My mouth craves skin and I dip my head to her shoulder.”
Wanting
“I want my whisper in your ear to make you shiver”
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Sex Work And Honesty: Being Too Honest
Editor’s Choice
To Richard, A Dedication. Confession #205
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Bush Rides Again: Birth Control Defined as “Abortion”?
“The reason you tweak laws, redefining them or broadening their definitions, is to create the opportunity for a legal climate in which challenges may better succeed.”
First Time For Everything: A Polyamorous Relationship
“The only real trouble with being a triad came from the world around us.”
Sex Work And Compassion: Panty Tree
“I will never feel shame for being a sex worker.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sugar Bank
Editor’s Choice
I Meet the Business End of Citibank’s Anti-Adult Business Policy
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Giving a Damn
“Something happened somewhere along the way, though. I began to care.”Catalina loves “Better Sex Through Yoga”
“I’ve tried a lot of things, as you can imagine, but there were even a few new things in there for me!”
Reality Check: Dealing With Assholes
“Being able to decline a call is great but bills still need to be paid.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
Sugar Bank
Editor’s Choice
The Secret Lives of Plants
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Fuck The Pope.
“The Church would have you believe that abstinence should be sufficient.”
Good Boy
“Despite my outward appearance, I still felt sexy as hell knowing what was underneath those misleading garments.”
May Masturbation Challenge: Progress Report day 10
“At the Dee & Apollo household, it’s early on Day 10 of the May Masturbation Challenge. ”
Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
The US Constitution Erotic Coloring Book
Editor’s Choice
UK Criminal Justice Bill Clause 63 - but what is “extreme”? - A Beginners Guide
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Gross Spelling Errors Turn Me Off
“Here are a few other word issues that come up in sex writing that throw me off and drive me crazy.”
L’Artiste
“I want time to sip my whisky, to drink you in as you unveil yourself, as you offer your body to my steady gaze.”
Learning My Limits (Part 1)
“It hurts. It’s gorgeous. ”
Mr. Sugasm Himself
24-Months of AVN Online, $0
Editor’s Choice
The Few, The Proud, The Pornless
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My life as a Female
“His reply was instant: “You are a man”.”
Crisp
“I found my eyes unable to leave the curves of her ass, everything else out of focus.”
Ripping yourself a new one
“What’s the most ludicrous porn scene you ever saw?”
Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
How to Choose an Affiliate Program
Editor’s Choice
Cream and Sugar
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Up Your Bum
“Now, every mainstream porn film seems to include anal sex as part of the sequence”
A Moment Captured
“Right now I am looking out down at the street from my window and my fingers have found their way to my soft wet labia.”
Things Every Man Should Own/Know/Hear
“You can also give the controller to her, or use it yourself, and play with the power of the vibrations.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
The New York Times’ Best Porn Articles
Editor’s Choice
Feminist Carnival of Sexual Freedom and Autonomy #1
BDSM & Fetish
Coming Over
Counting the days
How Much Pain Can You Take?
Kinkfest 2008 Report
Need - Part II.
Piss off
Pride Cometh
The Punishment List - F/m Spanking Video
Spanking and wanking
Subordinate, me
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Filling Myself
“We too want, need, conversations in which someone listens to us and considers our needs, not just their own.”
Sex Worker Solidarity: Amanda Brooks
“There’s a lot of love among activists, even those who disagree with one another.”
Need
“These images that come from the artistic workings of your inner soul speak to me, as mine do to you.”
Mr. Sugasm Himself (one from the vaults)
10 Lies Pornographers Tell
Editor’s Choice
Though We’ve Never Met
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